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Soooo tired after all the cleaning. The renovation is 95% completed. UnPacking the stuff back into the cupboards takes more time than packing them. So much stuff to throw away too...

Focussing on finding new strength n new direction.. Next step is to revamp my image. Change. Hairstyle, look n goals. I think that will help me cope better with the pain. Guess I was just too plain n boring but from tmr, I'd work towards being more confident n bold. No point dwelling on the past n hoping against hope. The old Christine is dead.

I dunno what I wanna do yet but I know I have to find a way to overcome this pain. Can't continue crying over spilt milk. If a door is closed, then perhaps I'd hv to find another way out..